I fancy you today - infatuated by tomorrow

I’m dazzled by your image - I sense you’ll be my sorrow

I lie and fool myself into believing

That nothing in the world is situated in my heart

That could ever win a place except for you

I lie in bed and revel in my dreaming

 

And I kid myself you’re the only one

But I’ve placed myself right under your thumb

Can’t move, can’t think, can’t quit the scene

Can’t look ahead - stuck in-between two states of mind

Why don’t I mind ?

 

Attachment is to be blind

Attachment is to be vulnerable

Attachment is to exaggerate

Your love for the thing

Your love for the thing that you desire

 

I seem to love it most when I’m surrounded by defeat

I love to see the damage - here comes another tear

I cry, “Oh God, how can I not blame myself?”

 

And I kid myself you’re the only one

And we risk too much for the things we’ve done

Can’t move, can’t think, can’t quit the scene

Can’t look ahead - stuck in-between two states of mind

Will I ever mind ?

 

Deep inside I know I’m ever free from the agonies

I cling to infancy - keep away !

Mistaken dream in my way