I fancy you today - infatuated by tomorrow
I’m dazzled by your image - I sense you’ll be my sorrow
I lie and fool myself into believing
That nothing in the world is situated in my heart
That could ever win a place except for you
I lie in bed and revel in my dreaming
And I kid myself you’re the only one
But I’ve placed myself right under your thumb
Can’t move, can’t think, can’t quit the scene
Can’t look ahead - stuck in-between two states of mind
Why don’t I mind ?
Attachment is to be blind
Attachment is to be vulnerable
Attachment is to exaggerate
Your love for the thing
Your love for the thing that you desire
I seem to love it most when I’m surrounded by defeat
I love to see the damage - here comes another tear
I cry, “Oh God, how can I not blame myself?”
And I kid myself you’re the only one
And we risk too much for the things we’ve done
Can’t move, can’t think, can’t quit the scene
Can’t look ahead - stuck in-between two states of mind
Will I ever mind ?
Deep inside I know I’m ever free from the agonies
I cling to infancy - keep away !
Mistaken dream in my way